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October 26th, A dream event shows me that I will live till late 2011 or early 2012, then I will leave with the rest of much of humanity, at the "END, this dream states"! [a collective massdeath event of some kind, probably!] ---yet another Extension, now living *way* beyond my [apparently] pre-birth setup Life Plan! Stay Tuned!

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Friday, July 12, 2002
10:24 AM
a small dream last night....

a voice says..."water brain mind says that you are very self-centered"!
then i woke up.

I beg your parden, spirit or spirit guide...i take issue and offense, at this counsel!!
here i am, a being wearing the flesh-body, living in the world: i can not help being self centered *as* an attribute of having an animal brain! I expect that you, spirit, never have to use the toilet, never have to eat, never have to consume meat or *living* cellfood, like lettece or fruit!
never have to sleep, never have to live in a self-focused body.

I expect to, when i die, arrive *AS* a self-centered being, having lived in the flesh....and maybe YOU, spirit, might not ever had done that, or maybe even forget what it was like when you once lived on earth!
I will stand before the judgement throne, or whatever they now will call it, up there in the afterlife worlds....and present my case!
i will say," how can you become saved or enlightened, unless there is first a "*YOU* there to become saved with or enlightened with?!!
how can you get ahold of the Wine of Spirit unless you bring the Grail cup to it?
an empty cup at that! empty of "baggage" perhaps, but this cup is the Self!
"I am"
"I am an Individual"!

[i spent, just now, near the whole morning, getting ready to POST into a new-found messegeboard, something about sai baba. that post was the *last* thing i did, out of two hours of work!
first i had to get the link. then to put the link into my weblogs. then i had to sign up for the board. only then could i post something!]
want more?
good; i give to you another: to write a letter...the letter is the very very last thing that ya do! first get the paper ready. the coffee, the chair, the pen at the ready and be sure that it has ink in it. turn on the light, get the table ready. then sit down and align the paper=pad and get the pen open. maybe NOW you can actually write!

so my case stands, spirit guide!
"self-centeredness" is the building of the barn *before" the weathervane is installed on top of the roof and what YOU are saying, spirit, is that you maybe should install the weather vane into the empty space that is 50 feet off of the ground and let the metal vane sit in the empty air: *then* build that barn under it so that the bottom of the weathervane is right on top of the 50 foot high roof!
There. my rant, spirit. may *you* try Incarnation and see what it is like?

too...angels can only serve Spirit, they have no self: they cannot chose or grumble. this is why "man" is higher than the angels: he will become a co-worker WITH Spirit, as the Bible says, and not just to serve Spirit. why? the self, the ego, the individuality: an angel can have this too, but first she/he must Incarnate *as* a human being!

posted by freestone wilson at 10:24 AM

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