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October 26th, A dream event shows me that I will live till late 2011 or early 2012, then I will leave with the rest of much of humanity, at the "END, this dream states"! [a collective massdeath event of some kind, probably!] ---yet another Extension, now living *way* beyond my [apparently] pre-birth setup Life Plan! Stay Tuned!

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Friday, August 02, 2002
10:31 AM
I am trying even harder now to do this Spiritual Excercise. been doing it for months, now, but about this time, with that "sword hanging over my head", i had better lean forwards a bit!

I recall, back in 1998, or so...Sai baba appeared to me in my dreams, and he asked me if i wanted to join his "help office", to, as he asked me..."would you, freestone, like to help me with the progressions of millions of souls?" he needs all the help he can get...thousands and thousands of Workers, surely!

my spiritual excercise?
As i ride the bus to the downtown, everyday, walk around, go to eat, drink coffee...I see a lot of people.
sometimes i watch a certain person for a whole bus ride or for a whole meal.
I am trying to Imagine this person that i am watching, observing, Imagine how that he/she has a life, with all of its meanings and puposes and that there would be a "heavenly temple" for each of these paths chosen. To try to understand the "life-validness" of each person's life. no matter how "sinfull" of "negative" that they may appear to me, or how society judges them.

like that person i talked to yesterday, how he grew up in a dysfunctional family with everyone but he manic-depressive, and how just everything goes wrong in his life and the bumps and pains of it.
I try to understand his motives and his reasonings, for all that he does and did. Discerment without
judgement: tis a challenge, as *every* cultural/family/racial/personal BIAS is called
up from my uncounsciousness as i talk and watch these people. "Cringe at seeing the crazy man, getting on the bus from the stop at the Homeless shelter?"---why my father worked at the insane asylum
about the time i was born, surely i soaked up, THOUOUGHLY, from him, my father's bias!
soaked up and set into my brain, at two years old! i just cannot afford afford to have this in my soul when i arrive in heaven. I probably will, as a "helper": relate to many many incoming souls who chose "crazyness" as a life-path, on earth!

the man on parole, on the bus. I have to sense how he was a victum of all his crimes! how he was a victum of "not knowing better", of "being a young soul, perhaps". there are no Spirit-schools
in our western culture, schools that most people would find very very very obnoxious, nowadays, as these schools would teach Ethics, morals, cause-and-effect, soul karma: how actions brings fruits and how to chose the fruits of these actions.
today the school of life is..."learn-by-doing". gotta go to jail, i guess, for many people: learn *by* doing!
thus this man did something and he learns that some people do not like what he did!

posted by freestone wilson at 10:31 AM

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