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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
6:39 PM
The man on the bus today. And I thought that "little old ladies" ruled "WORRYING"!!
I have listened to him, on and off for 5 years, on the bus.

A tropical storm is in the Gulf and it could strike Tallahassee. Or maybe not.
Not even hurricane force. The bus; him on it, is about 60 to 90 miles from the Gulf.

He began to talk. talk in very worrying tones about how we all should prepare for the storm. Over and over. He talked about how shattered glass cut people and that we all should plywood our windows. About two miles, including stop lights, he was still utterly consumed. Not only in words, but in the *most* whinny tones
of "fear" and "insecurity"

I mentioned, more to the lady sitting near him, than to him, that the greatest damage that this storm will do, is to CONSUME his brain until he believes that the storm has safely passed way way on! He did not even notice what I said.

yes, every thought and emotion, for days, will be of nothing else. He will not even sleep, probably! Churn churn, digging the ole brain synapses channels even the deeper. Building a mighty Muscle for worrying!!

Surely if I talked to him, he would eventually find some "hot button" that he would press, he being a master at this: something that worries me. *then* he could Rapport with another person. He and I would then have a Mighty Worry Cartharsis!
May be the only way that he can have a friend! He may not be "socialible" as most people around him he might see as being "not interested in safety and security".......too too lacadastical!

Life As Armed Fortress Against All outer Adversary.

he might prepare for everything imaginable, but would I want to live like this?
suppose the storm does come and do some damage, and his stance is justified by any member of the red cross??
the Cost is too too much, sports fans, to have a soul-set like of this!!

I feel that while the worrywort is begun by the genes/mother, the Bouncing ball
of worry, once he leaves his childhood: the ball is now in his hands. Here, he is only bouncing it the harder.

thus at 50 years of age [his] worriers are made, as well as born.

posted by freestone wilson at 6:39 PM

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